♥014♥ Puuh~

 ...14?

Yes!
Because I hold myself down not to publish a hate-stenden-entry.
Not that it makes the situation better, but... well.

"Never answer a letter while you're angry" ...ne?

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However!

After overcoming my at least monthly phase of depression 

the weekend helped a bit to calm down.
Tomorrow I'll work hard again!

PBL Homework, Module Assignment, Meeting

and in the evening maybe starting with designing everything!
Tough schedule, huh?

I'm SO looking forward to Friday after everything will be handed in!
And I'm sorry for the rest of my group

if I might have slowed down everything a bit.

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On Thursday my cat should have been operated on her teeth T-T
They assumed that it might be because of those

that he has infections in her mouth from time to time.

Before our vet just took blood from her to check everything 

and noticed that her kidneys weren't doing that well.

Nothing to worry about until now but.. 

it's incurable since kidney transplantations on 14 year old cats...

well...they usually just don't do it

and if it'll cost more than I could ever afford.

However, 

since she noticed it on such an early stage

my cat is now on a special diet and luckily likes the food!
(Because of kidney issues cats can become anorexic 

and so was mine a bit 

- did you know that this was possible?! )

So on Thursday she should have been operated on her teeth 

but... 

the vet. team noticed something else.
It turned out that she had a tumor in her mouth. 

You can't operate it and now they hope its not one of the bad kind.

Evil tumor: It will grow, at some point of time she won't be able to open her mouth anymore T_T

Good tumor: It will hopefully not grow (fast ) and she does probably not need to loose all her teeth...

As far as I understood..
But somehow...
She had another small tumor in her mouth a while ago and...
Aaah I really hate that they can't do for cats as much as for human beings...

I really would love to take her with me now and spent as much time as possible with my kitty..
I mean .. I got her when she was 5 weeks old...
She was found together with other baby cats and without a mother..
She's like... you know you can tell her everything, she knows when I'm not feeling fine, she has character..

I know that cats won't get in the age of 40 but...  ><

Maybe that's also why I hate Stenden so damn much...
As if there was nothing more important than... marketing... wtf..